heartless

ever i organized the club meeting till now
today the meeting was the worse compare to last time
5 committees + 2 members
there was less than 10 person attended the meeting

worse but i can see who actually is true frenz n who is actually got heart on tis club
seriously and seriously
i feel wanna to thank to one of my senior
i feel very touching
coz he is the only 1 senior who willing to give me a lot of his hands
he supports me n also helps me a lot
i can see a lot of efforts from him
if can i feel wanna to reward him as Best Committee for tis club
so today meeting he was 1 of them to attend for it

where is others?
i dunno
some said no internet cannot check email
but now internet ok d..last min told me he dunno got meeting today
others?
assignments, class, projects blabla
actually all these excuses were listened since i formed this club
so i wont bother too much

once tmr retired meeting have decide who will be the next committees
den i will retired n to be an advisor for them
after tat i will not care bout it anymore
everything will decided by them
up to them as if they want to disband the club
y i looks heartless?
coz i d done my job or my part
if want to do for the sake of others
i will say "sorry"

next sem i will have certain class same wif my junior
i not happy but stress
coz as a senior
we cant lose to our juniors
so i want to focus my studies as tis sem my result r sux
jy den