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Thursday, March 26

stop it

i feel very depressed
i seriously feel very upset

do anyone know?

honestly
i feel wanna to stop studying this course already
i think even we have the interest or hardworking on something
but without the talent or smart brain
at the end u still fail

to be honest again
i was failed 2 midterm exams at this semester
History exam and Practice exam

History exam
i ever studied properly for it
even the MCQ i knew i answered quite ok
short answer part
some of the question i do not know how to answer
but at least i knew some confirm answer on certain question
essay part
i knew that 2nd question i do not know but at least i answered something
question no 1 i answered wrong question even though i thought i answered correctly during exam
even i wrong but still at least got some mark
but i do not even understand why i can still failed?
i very speechless to that

Practice exam
since Bunkasai was holding at the same day with this exam
i did not have time to study as i busy for this event
maybe i cannot take this as an excuse since they are 2 Bunkasai committees still can passed the exam but i couldn't
it can be concluded that i'm a failure and i'm stupid
why people still can get at least 50 but i can't?
we are busy the same things but the result we got are totally different

honestly
from the first time i studied this course from foundation till degree now
i seriously do not find anyone willing to have a group study with me
i forced myself to solo even if i prefer to study group
the only housemate who is the same batch with me but she prefer to memorize as her study method
too bad i cannot since i have the bad memorizing and stupid brain
so far i only found someone which is my senior to come over here to study for exam
but only 2 subjects r the same

well
think this course seriously not suitable for me
i weak in sketching
i weak in coloring
i weak in theory
i weak in modeling
i weak in creative design
i think i should stop this course already
since in the class i just like their junior
also like my junior's junior
we have a big gap
i just like level 1 student but they are level 10 students

sorry to tell you all that
i feel wanna to give up already
i weak in history and theories subjects
even i continue till end of this semester
i do not think that i still can go through for next semester

yes
i very negative thinking
because i very very upset
i do not find any comfort from my friends
SERIOUSLY
i should start to work rather on wasting the time on study for failing

yeah
i should stop it immediately

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