disappear

juz now watched the drama
when i watched
got a few part juz like my family
yeah
i got the feel when i watched it
i almost cried
wat the movie happened, wat they did
our family members did it b4

seriously i feel very sad
i dun find any1 which suitable to share my prob
got few times i was thinking to skip the class
previously i never contact my sis
but tis time i forced to contact her to ask for the prob

tis sem will be another darkness for me
i dunno i still can stand for how long
no..
should be my family still can stand for how long
y?
y the mistake must keep repeating?
y they knew the mistake will destroy the whole thing
but they still want to repeat it?
izzit must see 1 of us "gone" or disappear only u realize tat it is wrong?

i really dunno how to teach only they understand
i dunno how to explain only they understand
i dunno how to scold them only they understand
izzit i should disappear in this world only they will live happily?