club or a frenz

how many ppl understand tat being ldr is not tat easy?
how many ppl understand tat it is not easy to maintain a club?
how many ppl understand tat it is very hard to be a good president in a club?
and
how many ppl understand tat wat is my feeling now?

a club and a frenz
which 1 u prefer?
u want a club but need to sacrifice a frenz
if u want a frenz but u need to give up the club
can i take both?
some1 will tell u impossible

some1 told me tat usually ldr, chairman or president alwiz to be a bad person
sure a lot of ppl hate tat person
unless some1 close to them only will understand them well
i agreed tat
her comment..
let me recall sth happened on my best frenz
he was a head prefect during secondary school
during tat time..a lot of ppl hate him
they can even have 2 gangs..
1 gang supported him..another gang anti him
he cried in front of him when he full of stress
yet..tat time i juz know he was stress den i asked him to quit
but he rejected
now.. finally i understood y he would cry

somemore
if the person u trusted
he or she said sth tat really really hurt u
u will very very disappointed

in tis club
i didnt treat them as my workers
i juz treated them as a frenz
now i learning from them
but...
the club really lack of commitment
but who going to give me a hand?
quite less

if i am GOD
i hope i can do everything by myself
but i'm NOT
i cant
i want to learn
i hope other ppl also learn wif me

if lazy is an excuse
den can i said i lazy to care bout the club stuff?
maybe they should try to organize a club
den only they understand how is the feeling of being a ldr

yet
do u believe i cried b4 bout the club?
up to u if u believe or not believe