can i dun care everything?

recently
i feel stress
i feel depress
i feel moody

currently i facing financial prob
seriously i dunno how to ask my parent to send me more money
last week i juz received rm200
but it was really not enuff
i still need to pay back to my frenz
i owed KS rm100
how i going to stand it longer?
the petrol increased.. my mood became dam worse
now my car even need to palm nearly rm90 only full tank
but i no money now
i need to palm it little by little
if u think i'm joking or acting pity
den up to u all

ytd lecture
seriously i dun understand
i very very moody
i scare my future
if i juz wish to pass..den i will destroy my future
i very scare
i really hope to find some1 tuition for me
i stupid.. i need extra class
i stupid.. i no talent on tis course
but wat can i change it since i stupid?

today need to show our draft on tis assignment- mask
i very very panic wif how to do it
the sketches is not a prob
but the main prob is the mask
we really no idea how to do
can i dun care bout it?
yea if i dun mind on fail tis subject..

my club
1 of my BOD said we maybe cant open the booth during Animal Day
if u r president
how is ur feel?
izzit need to think of other way?
if u r president..
do u want to help ur club to gain more club fund?
most of the members asked y our club no event yet
how u r going to answer them?
"our club too poor"
"no money to organize event"
how many ppl concern bout our club?
cat ear is the only way for us to earn much
if we cant sell it..our next sem event will be a prob
but i think of a way d..
but if i dun think
will any1 think for me?

tmr KS bday
who r going to plan the activity or how to celebrate wif him?
have any1 concern bout it?
if i got idea
y i still need to ask opinions from them?
i concerned bout tis
y?
both of u..if recalled back the past
whose bday he never ever join or share present b4?
who facing prob..he never try to help u?
when i facing financial prob
except my best frenz, he was also the person who borrowed the money for me
omg
if i got money... if i rich enuff
i can planned everything by myself
too bad i'm the poorest

sometime i wished i'm a GOD
sometime i wished i'm as rich as others
sometime i wished i'm very smart
too bad i'm none of tat
troubles and problems keep appear in front of me
can i dun care on it?
can i juz leave it?
can i sleep for 1 year?
i really very tire
i dun like to blame ppl
but i have no choice but release my stresses

i crazy..yea i almost there
i annoying.. yea i concern bout it
i weak.. yea tats me
so can i dun care anything anymore?