hontoni daijoubu?

today i and my frenz rushed for KL sentral
juz bcoz wanna to settle the PTPTN payment
it was the 1st loan i borrowed when in MMU
but tat admin told us tat
if the borrower for PTPTN got failed or barred from skool den stop for skool
den they need to start n pay for tat loan
so tat only they can apply for the 2nd 1
but for my case
i still can apply for 2nd time without settled the 1st payment
tat time quite swt
well
tat admin was rite also
coz if i postponed the payment again
it might be getting more n more
its better to settle all of it

but anyway
i really thanks to him
willing to borrow me tat much of money
even influence between him n his parent
feel guilty act
i hope everything really can be smooth

hontoni daijoubu?