....

tis few days
really moody
n easy to get angry
very high temper
feel wanna to control myself
too bad i cant..

honestly
i feel wanna to escape it
i feel wanna to act tats nth happened at all
but i cant..

seriously
things is not as easy as we think
it might be getting worse
but i dunno wat to do

today
i knew sth from my parent's talk
it seems like it getting more serious
in other words
i will lost a lot of things soon
i very scare

last time
i tot luv is everything
i worked so hard juz becoz of luv
all the money i earned have been paid on my luv
tis stupid and naive thinking will not longer at all

now
i juz know family n frenz r everything
my family really facing prob now
i very scare also
i cant cry
i need to do sth

tis family d lack of smiles
tis family d lack of fun
tis family d lack of happy
i really dunno how
i cant act tats nth happen at all
but the fact was there

i not feel wanna to go out
tis cny i dun think i feel wanna to go out
my family facing prob
tats not point tat i go enjoy wif my frenz there

thanks for those frenz willing to help me
juz tat i wanna try to independent
i dunwan over depend on my frenz
i am a guy
i wanna try to solve it by myself
i hope i can
feel soli tat i made any1 angry
i apologize to u if i did
soli