akiramenaide..

every1 should be have their own future
like future to be wat job or any dreams

i found my future
i found my dream
i found tat wat to be in future

but
sth keep happening on me
it's juz a like a blocker n keep blocking my ways
i very afraid of failure coz of it

tis happened since i was in MMU
very hard tat i found my interest in animation design
but sth happened so i have to give up on it
at the end
my MMU life was unmeaningful for me

but
very fortunately
i got my interest back
i like interior architecture very much
i really wish i could success in tis major course
i really i could do well on it for every single assignment
but i try to make it without sad

seriously
i dun wish tis history will repeat again
it was really suffer
since it was happened on me rite now
if i told both of u tat i never think to give up at all
tats a lie
i try to make myself happy without thinking of it
although some of my frenz trying to help me also
but the thing will not settle at all
i juz feel very scare if 1 day i really quit from my every single future or dream
wat will happen on my future?

if tis world got doraemon
i feel wanna to borrow his item to have a visit for my future
but he was doesnt exist in this world
he's juz a anime character in anime world

smile
i want to smile
everything will be solved
tats from 1 of my frenz said
hopefully everything will be solve
plz...

akiramenaide... hontoni akiramenai desuka?