happy? sad?

within this 4 weeks to recover my health from chicken pox
i'm getting a lot of experience, feeling and some comment

well
to fully recover my healthy
i would like to thank my parents
seriously
they helped me a lot
they keep buying all heathy foods n cook some cold drink for me to drink
i could feel tat touch
i could feel their love
tat's y i also tried my best to cure tat chicken pox
to be more hardworking to put lotion
but of coz my parent also got helped me on lotion
i feel touch

if it's still early
i feel wanna quit tat MSID event
n refund my rm150
1st
i know the 1st program---lantern
i didnt come out any "thing" on tat project
i knew..they might be finish their work soon
but if possible
i hope sir could erase my name from it since i didnt do anything all this while
2nd
i heard ks said tat my name have been erased from kukur kelapa program
then i wonder wat purpose i join for this event?
if i really cant take part on tis event
i feel wanna to quit and go back Mlk work as part time

when i heard my housemates found a new house
i dunno i should happy or worry
i facing finance prob rite now
rental fee..is not tat cheap
then need to get a lot of furniture such as washing machine n freeze
but juz now my mom told me to find some house wif all this things
coz she said student around my area also searching those house wif fully furniture
but..now they r lefting a few houses only
if we keep choosing..i dunno the result will be how
tat's y..a lot of things need to settle
moving house is not tat easy as wat we r thinking now

b4 tat
i felt excited for waiting the upcoming of my new sem
but now i starting worry bout my tuition fee
i very scare we cant covered it
i wont blame tat Isaac would said tat if he cant apply PTPTN
he will quit on studies
seriously..our fee is not tat cheap
it's really a big amount
now my parents facing finance prob..
i wonder how i'm going to survive

since last sat
i dunno wat happened between my parents
i juz know they r argued
but i dunno coz of wat reason they did so
d a week they didnt talk to each other
i juz feel swt
i see they all like tat...i really speechless
really no eyes to see

if i can sell my maple char
i feel wanna to sell it
i wanna take it on covering my rental fee
at least can solve a little bit of my fees
although some ppl will said it's wasting ur time on trained ur maple char
but at the end sold out it
well
for me..it's worth
at least i dunwan to see my parents having a hardship life

i not happy tis few days
play maple also not really have the mood to do it
but lucky
today i found a person to skype wif me
thanks loz

tzong..
can u tell me wat should i do now?