a very shit life

since i came to UCSI
i changed a lot and also happened a lot of things
especially this semester

maybe i did sth wrong
to make the God angry
as a punishment, God took away my best frenz
without my best frenz
a lot of things keep occured to me

when he disappeared
i and my housemates need to move house as quick as possible
then in such a short time
i need to find a temporary house to stay a while
then my things need to put at my another frenz's house
after tat for the future 4 months
i need to search a house to stay
but seriously
it is hard to find a house which is allow us to stay for juz a 4 months
then fortunately we found a house from aunt
she was trying to help us right now
but sometime the accident is smelless
the other gals was rent aunt's house rite now trying to fool us
they dunwan to move out d
so we have no point but to stay at another aunt's house which is only have 1 mid n mast room
and somemore the mid room need to wait till oct only can move in
but very funny was aunt asked me to sleep at living room
i 1st time to hear the owner to ask their own customer to stay at living room

well
i'm not blamming my best frenz
but i didnt aspect tat
once he "gone" then a lot of things were happened on me
i hope he will know tat when i thinking bout him
i feel wanna to cry
seriously..i still cant let go of him
seriously.. i very stress

in such a stress period
my parents keep asking me to go back Mlk
seriously..i really really very tension rite now
i still feel very scare of my material exam
i scare i cannot concentrate well on my studies
i dunwan to go back Mlk
when i go back mlk, they sure will annoying me
it is very hard for me to be alone
sad and really sad..

y?
i dunno y?
tis sem i really really dun like
i lost a lot of things
God took away a lot of things
i really really scare rite now
i dunwan to lost my frenz
i dunwan to lost my parents
i dunwan to lost the things i having rite now....
soli and soli to those frenz who was scolded or angy by me
really soli bout tat.....