really bad mood

tis few weeks dunno wat happened to me
seriously i feel wanna know y i so sensitive
seems like i cant joke anymore
even a words..an action will make my mood so bad

we formed our Anime & Manga Club
we solved our Student Affair prob
but at the end we still cant solve the finance prob
even though we want to find a sponsor
they will think wat advantages will they get if they sponsor us
so the main prob is also money...

i now still very mind wif my model's comment
coz juz a comment "too simple"
but i dunno which part is simple at all
is exterior or interior??
or should i change the whole model..
really panic n angry

today i saw tat fuckzi bully our junior
he should understand they needs to submit their assignment
n even another sub assignment which he teach also
but he damn damn n damn cruel
want them to submit it by today
wat the hell leh..
i dunno wat kind of his thinking
feel wanna whack him..cb

i think i need find a day to be alone
n calm down myself
i think i have self personal prob d
maybe i should learn from other ppl
to be smile when ppl scolding u
to be smile when ppl laughing at u
to be smile when ppl shooting u
smile and alwiz smile