wat kind of life?

wat kind of my life now?
i feel very tire now..
i feel stress now
i feel fed up now
can any1 kill me now?
i hate tis kind of feeling

y?
when i having a better mood
sure got sth try to destroy it?
like ytd..my mood was gd
a fking comment come and destroy everything
today..its was a very interesting and happy day
but fking msg from my sis n calling from mom destroy it
my life full of darkness side

y in begin they agreed wif watever the thing being
but at the end they come to blame me?
in begin they said YES
at the end they said NO
they blame me..they scolded me
they make me stressful now
i now even feel wanna stop my studies d
i now feel wanna finish my life
its suffering life
sth pushing my heart..i heart pain
i juz cried it..
finance...destroy my life...
my life...no more happy and wonderful anymore
it become a darkness...
wat can i do? i dunno at all
wat should i do? i dun even know it
how i feel now? heartless
can any1 help me to kill myself?
plz.....